Friday, June 8, 2007

trigonometry

ah shit....i only studied for not more than 2 hours yesterdayy....and thats baadd i tell ya! watched Ocean's 13! and it was the BOMB mawii maawii~ (no na, bukan bapa mu mawi mawi, Bob Marley Mawi Mawi baah!) HAHAH!

I had a bad dream last night/subuh tadi. Woke up at 4.15am cos i was dreaming about something bad. Have u seen the movie 'House of Wax?'....bukanya aku mimpi sal House of Wax, but the killing and the blood and stuffs....yes...that was my dream..and ..oh nvm so anyways...i woke up at 4.15am tadi and nda dpt tidur balik..cos i really don't wanna get back into that nightmare of mine. so i read all the prayers and remembered what my ustadz just said about remembering allah the earlier night. but all this images just keep on haunting me..plus it was friday night (malam jumat) and something bad happend the exact week before. so i can't stop thinking about it... but thensomething hit me. I remembered my mum once told me the only way to sembahyang hajat is when u sendiri terbangun in the middle of the night..and after u sembahyang, u hafta tdur balik and it will eventually come true...i was gona do that last night..but i was too scared. it was a bad dream okay! so i tried to close my eyes,reading all my prayers....and fell asleep! but! i woke up at 6.05am! SIGH. Subuh ended just like that. The fuckin devil just pee-d on me and jats.

woke up at 11am! took a shower lalalala~ and hapis just msgd after that...it was his last 5c. He found my chrysantemumpty blog. not that i want him to..but he said that it was sedih? and that most of the things i posted there,i never told him...i dunnoo...maybe its me just being emo! haha! but there's nothing sad going on....except the fact that i dream of something bad last night....but everything's fine....i'll be right on track soon... i know im behind schedule for my study timetable...but im almost there...this engine is going to be as hot as the sun!(WTF?) haha! i just got distracted....but its nit you...its just me...i can't control myself and yes, i seriously need to study.....RIGHT AFTER I PICK UP SABREENA AT HER HOUSE TO COME OVER HERE AND LAWA2 KAN THIS BLOG! HAHAHAH! BAAH....IM GOING TO PICK HER UP NOOWW! BBYYEEEE~


Kayy is off and she doesn't feel like shushi cos she just had lunch. She had lamb! but if anyone want to bring her for Dimsum...den manadaja~

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